So, this facet of my organization is the worst. I have this ideology where I like to play first and then save all the work until the very last moment and I think having this way of doing things is definitely affecting me not only mentally but physically as well. The stress that I put on myself by procrastinating can not be a healthy level and it should be something that isn't really a big factor in my physical health, except if I forget the occasional homework or something, but it is becoming something that is physically taxing on me so I'm trying to make strides to be more mindful of when things are due and getting a head start on them so I'm not worried about when I'm gonna have time to do work but worried about when I'm gonna have time to get things for a party or do something for my enjoyment.
I've noticed this especially after the first break we had, a lot of the weekly work I had to do kind of slacked and I either pushed it completely to the side or saved it til the end of the year *cough* blogs *cough* and I'm really not proud of myself for doing this. It's so easy to just rationalize and convince yourself that you don't need to do it today you can do it another time or to simply push it out of your mind, it's a lot easier than just getting up and getting whatever it may be over with and done. I'm gonna try to do the latter and really take charge of my time management.
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